In 1976, there are three rules for surviving Slytherin house. Know your place. Know your side. And don't fall in love with the wrong girl.
But when the secretive Potions Mistress gives Severus Snape and Lily Evans a special project, they find themselves involved in a dangerous relationship, keeping secrets from friends and enemies alike. Lily must come to terms with her family, her friends, her magic and her growing love for Snape, while the rising spectre of Voldemort forces everyone to take sides, one way or another.
This is one of the only novel-length
Snape/Lily fics which deals specifically with that relationship.
A work-in-progress; updated regularly.
those formative years
1. what
my books did not
Late in 1975, the Potions Mistress
gives Severus Snape and Lily Evans a special project.
2. beauty
of the first glance
Lily wrestles with her conscience,
but finds it easier to walk away from the project than from Snape.
3. better
than diamonds
Christmas 1975: the outside world
begins to intrude, while Lily and Severus get to know each other better.
4. what
i do best
The boys are back in town!
Term begins, and Lily's relationship with Snape comes under pressure.
5. anyone
but your friend
Severus has some difficult decisions
to make, but it's Lily's boys who bear the brunt of his turmoil.
6. my
new achilles heel
Sirius' brilliant idea strikes
terror and hilarity into the hearts of Hogwarts. Severus dabbles
in moral ambiguity.
7. could
be tainted
Snape and Lily do some eavesdropping.
Lily and James both get news from home.
8. walk
from your embrace
Lily, James and Sirius go to
London.
9. sometimes,
in a moment
James and Severus both write
a letter, while Lily's family does its best to drive her insane.
10. an
illusion that is a mirror
Lily begins to make a discovery.
Discussions of the serious kind are had.
11. shake
my pride
As the school year comes to an
end, Lily and Snape have to face a difficult decision.
12. rebuilding
bridges in your mind
An illicit snog under guise of
friendship, Slytherin propaganda under guise of a love letter, frogspawn
under guise of soap.
13. breathes
life into my eyes
Meeting the family. Lucius
Malfoy is snide, Vernon is nasty, and Snape's family is Just Plain Scary.
14. torch
the moon
Lily discovers some of the Snape
family secrets, and then learns the full extent of the dysfunction in her
own family.
15. fall
and heal
Lily and everyone around her
search for a new status quo, as they recover from the Summer of Angst and
prepare to return to school.
16. ingrained
scorn
With the revelation of Lily's
relationship with Severus, the boys have a few secrets of their own to
share.
o t h e r t h i n
g s
the language
that god speaks
Something of a sequel to "No
Such Place", also a HP/Sandman crossover. Hermione discovers
a potion that allows her to access the Dreaming. Familiarity with
the Sandman universe is not necessary.
fan
art
Lots of big eyed freaks. And
a really fantastic Snape.
white
asphodel
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